went church in morning.. went for yet another 1.5hr tour of singapore in the car.. dried my brain with immuno at home for a few hours.. then finally dinner..
its great spending time like that.. i enjoyed my dinner TREMENDOUSLY.. ENORMOUSLY.. SATISFYINGLY..
then i recieved some distressing news.. i can't help but feel so useless.. if onli i was there.. i slap myself for the mistake i did years ago.. the effects not onli affect me.. but the people around me.. directly and indirectly.. if only i was there.. i do so little in return for so much.. i realli am useless..
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Thursday, November 27, 20089:56 PM
so idiot.. a bit hard to see things in a different perspective.. i gotta try tho.. pai seh ah.. i'm an idiot..
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Wednesday, November 26, 200811:38 PM
thanks for taking the pics, drawing the balloons and cheering for us girls..
i think the part i YEAHH is damn gay..
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Tuesday, November 25, 200810:45 PM
wanted to watch madagascar after the event.. but hell.. cine's timings were screwed.. so damn.. walked around.. eat and drank stuffs.. my wallet still very full.. hmph.. freaking hot day.. singapore needs to snow every now and then ya?.. and i need a hair cut.. soon..
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12:34 AM
hmmm.. why singapore so little stars.. lol
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Saturday, November 22, 20081:45 AM
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Wednesday, November 19, 200811:00 PM
Lyrics:
Nocturnal poetry,
Dressed in the whitest silver, you'd smile at me
Every night I wait for my sweet Selene
But, still...
Solitude's upon my skin
A life that's bound by the chains of reality
Would you let me be your Endymion?
I would bathe in your moonlight, and slumber in peace
Enchanted by your kiss in forever sleep
But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine
In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
Shadows, they will fade
But I'm always in the shade
Without you...
Serene and silent sky
Rays of moon are dancing with the tide
A perfect sight, a world divine
And I...
The loneliest child alive
Always waiting, searching for my rhyme
I'm still alone in the dead of night
Silent I lie with smile on my face,
Appearance decieves and the silence betrays
As I wait for the time
My dream comes alive
Always out of sight
But never out of mind
And under waning moon
Still I long for you
Alone against the light
Solitude am I
In the end, I'm enslaved by my dream
In the end, there's no soul who'd bleed for me
Hidden from daylight, I'm sealed in my cave
Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to a nightmare
Where I'm all alone
Venial is life when you're but a dream
The book is still open, the pages as empty as me...
(Solo)
I cling to a hope that's beginning to fade,
Trying to break the desolation I hate
But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine
In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
We will never meet
Only misery and me
This is my final call
My evenfall
Drowning into time
I become the night
By the light of new day
I'll fade away
Reality cuts deep
Would you bleed with me
My Selene..
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Tuesday, November 18, 20082:16 AM
hold on little girl..
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Saturday, November 15, 200811:37 PM
life's a bliss during such sweet moments..
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Thursday, November 13, 200812:32 AM
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Wednesday, November 12, 200811:12 PM
CCTA pract..
This very disturbing module is fast overtaking immuno's mice (which i have already posted about) and DBG's maggots (which i have posted below) in terms of cruelty, sadistic and gore.. ok well here's how it went, chicken eggs were made ready for us to dissect.. if u thought it was those eggs u find in the supermarket.. UR WRONG.. its half grown chicken eggs with the embryo half developing inside it.. in fact it is STILL developing.. we're suppose to dissect it live, although it doesn't really move.. here's a video on how it is done.. i'm the one doing it..
(picture and sound sync is quite off)
k basically u remove the body+head from the yolk and blood vessels and messy nonsense.. then cut the head from the body.. and cut up the body into bits and pieces.. den its needed for next week.. the head however, is of great interest.. our area of interest is the eye balls.. the big black things.. super huge compared to its head and body.. we want the black pigmentation (retina) without the lens.. so we gotta squeeze out the lens.. pics of the head..
(picture and sound sync is quite off)
(picture and sound sync is quite off)
this is realli quite a brutal lab pract.. but i think immuno will win in the end.. cos we gotta dissect the lab mice.. even though its asleep.. its a freaking animal..
11 Nov
DBG pract is getting more and more interesting.. but its not very easy to do.. its microscopically disgusting.. not like ccta and immuno.. we had to literally rip maggots apart under a microscope..
at first i thought it would be rather fine.. until i did the dissection.. we poked the head with a needle, held the body with forceps.. and PULLED.. and the result?.. body debris ALL OVER THE PLACE.. everything just spilled out like as if it was exploding from the inside.. YUCKS.. we were suppose to find salivary glands.. can u see them here??
wtf.. i killed like 15 to find mine.. and eventually screwed them up when doing the dye stain.. oh well..
MMB PRACT.. last week.. counting cells.. there are thousands of cell colonies to count.. like.. WTF.. HOW TO COUNT..
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Sunday, November 9, 200811:44 PM
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Friday, November 7, 200810:32 PM
why does futsal and toastmasters always have to clash.. i wanna go for TM cos long time nvr go for anything.. den got polympics.. sianz.. if onli i could take that day off.. haha.. projects are shitting me too..
Happy Birthday godwin.. well.. advanced birthday.. wish u again on the day la.. but we celebrated godwin's birthday today.. took lots of nonsense pics.. especially of me.. i hope they don't end up on my class blog.. Zzz.. damn sua ku la the pics.. and we started this slapping thing so as to stop spewing so much profanities from now on.. haha.. pain la my arm.. ran 2.4km today too.. suprised how sucky my timing was.. oh well.. how pathetic.. i over rate myself sometimes i think.. either that or i realli gotta cut down on other stuffs.. today was good fun tho.. CHEERS 2m04!
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Thursday, November 6, 20081:02 AM
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Wednesday, November 5, 200811:10 PM
i wish it wasn't true
i wish i didn't care at all
i wish i never knew
i wish...
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Sunday, November 2, 20084:05 PM
My life getting busy busy busy.. getting complicated complicated complicated.. .. .. polympics.. escaparate.. projects.. work (just finished).. school.. exercise.. .. where's my spare time.. wheres the free time for me to spend with frens.. where'd my sleeping time go to..
I got the feeling something is wrong..
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